Weeks ago I haven’t posted any new wallpapers but here they are! The theme: Bohemia Wallpapers.
As always it is hard to know what to talk about in these kind of posts but I will talk you about what has been happening in my life lately. As you may know I went to two trips, one week each one. First I went to Playa del Carmen and then to Panama.
I really love Mexico and its beaches but I have to say my favorite trip was to Panama, everything was so fancy and I had the chance to meet amazing people. I really had fun and I ate a lot, everything was so delicious and I couldn’t maintain my no sugar diet I ate a lot of pastries, ice cream, crème brûlée, tapioca and nutella tart. I needed all that sweetness in my life. One of my greatest pleasures is to eat but I know how it can affect your skin, your weight and even you mood. So now that I’m back I’m eating a lot of fresh vegetables and fruits and tons of water.
About my mood I feel so so strange, the vibes, the sky and the smell reminds me of the days when I used to live in Assen, Netherlands. I feel a little bit blue or depressed but I don’t know why, I haven’t felt this way since I don’t know, three years? I guess it’s part of life to grow and I have been living difficult experiences that I wasn’t planning but don’t get me wrong my life is so so fantastic I continue to attract amazing experiences, things and people. I just have to focus on what is important and attract more of it.
I think everything went wrong since I decided to play the game of love, I really think I was happier when I used to only think about me and when I screamed out loud that I didn’t believe in love. Why are we humans so obsessed to find the perfect partner? Yesterday I went to dinner with one of my dearest friends and he told me: “maybe you are seeking love in the wrong place, maybe there’s something that you are missing about yourself, something that will make you fall more in love with you and there’s the love you need”.
And maybe that’s the point now is time to enjoy my own company and to love me more.