When you love someone so much there are certain times when you want that person to die
No, don’t get me wrong. Not because you are a murderer is because they take your breath away, they occupy every space in your mind, they are in every feeling and every song. It’s too overwhelming to have someone as a deep part of your soul and to be quite honest the majority of the time I don’t know what I should do with you
Sometimes I want to run away, disappear from your life and try to pretend that you never existed, but then I see you and everything changes…
Maybe because you are the only one who instantly connects with my heart
I wrote those words today because I was thinking about Love. Love isn’t always what you think it is, isn’t what you want. Love just happens and believe me after so many years of spending time trying to understand it you will never achieve it.
There are different types of love: the one who touch your soul, the one who makes you feel connected, the one who makes you angry, the one who makes you feel rejected, the one who makes you crazy, and the list could go on.
But if you are lucky enough to find true love you’ll know it instantly, without any doubts. You’ll question yourself: “Why do I love him? Why? I can’t see why! but I love him”.
For the people like me who are truly looking for love I think is not a decision, you’ll never get to choose whom to love, no matter how good or perfect he or she is. You’ll end up loving the person that is meant to be with you, the one who will give you the hardest lessons, the one that will make you question everything, the one who will make you grow as a person.
Sometimes I like to think that our souls made a contract before entering this reality, in that contract they agree to love someone and that is why someday, somewhere – anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life…